12 Months, 12 LESSONs…. lessons from the first lap OF MARRIAGE
1. Selfishness must die!!!
The journey of marriage is a lot about esteeming one another above self.
NB: Loving another does not mean neglecting or demeaning yourself but rather doing unto your significant other as you would like them to do unto you. I echo some wise words I saw online “when nails grow long, we cut nails not fingers. Similarly, we misunderstandings crop up, we cut the ego not the relationship”. There.
2. The price of being understood is explaining yourself.
Over and over again. That is how often you need to do it. That one time you said it may not be sufficient. The first days/ months of marriage are laden with a lot of expectation. In every girl’s handbook of love, her prince is “supposed” to do certain things. He is supposed to intuitively know when and why she is feeling blue and get quickly to the how of getting her smiling again. He voluntarily helps with chores, puts his dirty socks in the laundry bin and used dishes in the sink
(not the other way round). He fixes things around the home and does all the manual lifting to protect your back; you the future mother of his three children. Some girls live this dream on a day to day basis but this is not everyone’s story….at least not in the beginning. Laugh and learn to appreciate what you have but remember to ask for what you need…
3. You never lose!
I read somewhere that marriage is made of two big losers. Losers. Imagine that. Fortunately, it’s not the usual sense of losers but rather people who are willing to be wrong, albeit briefly so that they can do the right thing. It’s giving your spouse some space to take the lead, often one enjoying the privilege more than the other. It is learning to choose your battles so that you can save your energy, emotional and otherwise for more worthy causes.
NB: This does not mean being a pushover but rather taking the second place graciously and the first place with magnanimity.
4. What you’re going through? Nothing new!!! Really. It’s true!
Regardless of how many books you read and how many bridal showers you attend, there will always be things about your spouse that surprise you in marriage. And I mean the what-is-this-kind-of-surprise. One of the most reassuring things in my first a hundred days of marriage was sharing my challenges with my close (please note close) pals and having them relate to the commonness of the issues. Away from the usual stereotypes, there are just certain things that men are wont to do… it’s their nature. So breathe girl…
5. Sometimes it’s better to sleep on it.
When I got married and indeed throughout our dating, I viewed conflict resolution as an emergency. It had to be done quickly, promptly and urgently. We were not going to let the devil rule in our midst; or rather I wasn’t. Now a year plus later I realize that sometimes trying to sort out issues in the heat of emotion may not necessarily be the wisest thing to do. I am learning that my marriage is not on the rocks when we have a disagreement and indeed sleeping over it does make things a little more manageable. The issues must be tackled though. They should not be swept under the rug. Uncomfortable conversations are not exciting to propose , engage in or bring to amicable conclusions… these uncomfortable conversations however are essential to make the marriage a cozy and more comfortable place. Our mentor taught us that often, the best way to handle very difficult conversations is with a smile, a friendly demeanour and a good attitude. Every issue well sorted is another feather in your cap of unity.
6. It’s not always about you….
So there is this joke about a couple’s silent thoughts in bed one evening.
The Woman “ How come he is not talking? Is he okay? He hasn’t even touched me this evening… does he still love me? Am I too fat? Is he seeing someone else?’
A man’s thought train “now why did Arsenal sell RVP when we are in such dire need of a sticker?” seriously!!!!! I asked my hubby and he confirmed it is true. Rarely do they over think and analyze things like we do. They don’t turn words upside-down-inside-out to squeeze out any inferred or intended meaning. When I suspected my hubby was saying something behind what he was actually saying, I used to ask “what are you trying to say??” His response “I am not trying to say anything.. When I have something to say, I will say it directly.” Bang! In my face.
7. Men and women are different
You would think it is so obvious right? The difference becomes more glaring as you start out… He gets fully engrossed in one task with his whole being; she can divide her attention to 4 different tasks; you rant when you are mad/ disappointed/ upset, he retreats into the cave and shuts you out. Mark Gungor (one of my/the best relationship coaches) says often the things we expect men to do are not manli-ly (sic) possible. It’s an expectation you should have of another woman!
8. When love fails, remember respect.
Respect is a man’s primary need. So I have heard repeatedly (and confirmed). This is one of the simplest explanations I have heard (from a man) on the definition of respect. The story, share d by the said man went something like this. “My wife and I were going to my rural home for my aunt’s funeral. We had attended my grandmother’s funeral at a church in the area and I was sure it was going to be at the same venue. When we got to one of the turnings my wife said ‘I think it is that way.’ I said ‘no, it’s the next turn.’ As I thought to myself ‘this is my home land. My turf. Take a chill pill and let me drive.’ We proceeded on until we got to the other turn. My turn. This was when I realized that maybe we had taken the longer route. Please note that we were not lost. We eventually had to confirm directions from a local and bang! It was as my wife has suspected. Sorry. It was as my wife had KNOWN. She could have said ‘I am sure it is here… you wait and you will see’ but because she has been married to me for over 2 decades she said ‘I think.’ That is respect. ” I hope this helps…
9. It gets better; or maybe it is that we get better.
Things are better now. We have settled in better, known each other more and more importantly accepted who we both are. We are better friends. We talk more, laugh more (especially at ourselves ) and handle matters together a lot more. We are finding our rhythm and learning our pace.
10. Accept who you married
To dream the person you would like your partner to be is to waste the person your partner is.” Author unknown.
My mother once told me that often the thing that attracts you to somebody before marriage is the thing that you argue about the most in marriage. You loved his ability to be spontaneous and break routine and now, there is nothing loveable about paying bills spontaneously. They must be done at the appointed time! You liked his well- organized and composed demeanour; now you think he is rigid and boring! People come as a package. They are not a choice selection the qualities we deem acceptable. I once heard this theory that has helped me understand this whole strength and weakness story a bit better. Your weaknesses are often on the flip side of your strength. The heads of the matter is that you are focused, ambitious and a go getter. The tails is that you can be bossy and a bully. The sunny side is that you are a happy-go- lucky character but he not so bright side is that you may be inconsistent and indisciplined. So? So you embrace your spouse wholly and pray fro the grace to accept their flaws. You help them with their weaknesses but you don’t make it your lifetime agenda to contort them to your desires shape and size. There is these funny saying by Albert Einstein “Men get married hoping she’ll never change, women getting married hoping he will. Inevitably, both are disappointed”
11. The Marriage box – I can’t add or remove to this second last lesson I found online.
12. A three stranded cord.
Ecclesiastes 4:12- ‘Though one may be overpowered by another, two can withstand him. And a three stranded cord is not easily broken.’’ Every other day, I realize that there is a greater power that holds my marriage together. God. He is the first and strongest cord. The centre if our lives. He gives us grace to love and care, to forgive and share. As we weave our lives around Him, we understand His purpose that we come together to fulfill; individually and corporately. That knowledge is a real anchor. We are not just doing it for ourselves but to accomplish a divine assignment as a family.